My thoughts go to something very serious and important for people who don't know me well enough to know what I'm trying to say..that probably eliminates most of you, because most people these days only want "surface" relationships. I'm cool with that, if that's all you can maintain...although, I dearly wish people could try to move past that instead of letting a fear of having a friendship that could mean something to you, scare you...!
Anyways, more importantly, I need to express to people how much I love my son..and of, course daughter and hubby..!! I am on here mostly as a release in a therapeutic way about evan's autism, but you can't judge my character if this is all you know. Yes, we have some ultra frustrating days but, we mostly have our regular days..sometimes hilarious things go one and sometimes just doing our routine everyday...which for these kiddos is a very good thing.
I need people to know that, otherwise you may miss seeing any of God's blessings over us. And, people, if you think I'm talking about success..you're wrong..I mean the fact that he has made an impact on our lives...my marriage, my children...if we were doing it without him, we'd be a miserable mess..and we'd have been divorced long ago...and who knows what else...I'm very serious!
We don't have a recipe for success...all we have is a God who loves us enough to turn our caterpillar self's into butterflies...and that is a life-long process...!
So, anyways...this is just my short attempt to explain there is more to us than just struggling with a child with autism...we are not defeated...we are over-comers...!
God is not done here...and he has plans that are far greater than we can imagine for us or our children...!
I just need you to know that...
Anyways, more importantly, I need to express to people how much I love my son..and of, course daughter and hubby..!! I am on here mostly as a release in a therapeutic way about evan's autism, but you can't judge my character if this is all you know. Yes, we have some ultra frustrating days but, we mostly have our regular days..sometimes hilarious things go one and sometimes just doing our routine everyday...which for these kiddos is a very good thing.
I need people to know that, otherwise you may miss seeing any of God's blessings over us. And, people, if you think I'm talking about success..you're wrong..I mean the fact that he has made an impact on our lives...my marriage, my children...if we were doing it without him, we'd be a miserable mess..and we'd have been divorced long ago...and who knows what else...I'm very serious!
We don't have a recipe for success...all we have is a God who loves us enough to turn our caterpillar self's into butterflies...and that is a life-long process...!
So, anyways...this is just my short attempt to explain there is more to us than just struggling with a child with autism...we are not defeated...we are over-comers...!
God is not done here...and he has plans that are far greater than we can imagine for us or our children...!
I just need you to know that...
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