I suppose if I had some sort of purpose for writing my blogs, it might be to let any of those out there that It's ok to never have all the answers. I do not fancy myself a writer...but, I do consider myself a very real person that is not afraid to feel, to love and as unfortunately often as it is, get-up after making plenty mistakes!!
..plenty of mistakes..!!
Other than that, it's mostly coping with a son who is slightly autistic and all that we've come through in the course of two years. And dealing with the day-to-day life here in Colorado Springs, as a military wife (not much longer) and mother of two..my son, Evan, and Olivia, 2. Sometimes to vent, or to think through some of my random thoughts. More importantly, to find as many traces I can of a very living, breathing God in my life and the life of my family. That's not always easy for me. When life has been somewhat difficult from the very beginning, the foundation has always been quite shaky. I do not have the happy little churchy family that has overwhelmed me with their support and prayers through most of my life. I guess my biggest fault is trying not to be jealous of that. But, to my children's advantage, I have the opportunity to be that for them. Somehow, someway, it lessens the sting of it incredibly. And we have encountered many great people over the course of about 12 years who have come along side of us to bridge that gap and be part of our family. It's a pleasure to have an extended family everywhere we go!!
And you all have your own unmistakeable quality about you! Some of you are extremely smart, funny, witty, creative, very inspirational, savvy, goal-oriented, organized and you all have much admiration from me!! All others are just down here with me..taking in all the beauty of having you part of our lives!!
So, I suppose this is all the definition I could give you for this ill written blog!
I have a purpose for my blog, now..I'll work on the rest of my life..!! :)
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